Mentalechoes

When I was twenty years old, I never knew my fathers mind. It seemed all the choices he made in life were wrong, and even I could see that back then, even though I knew I had very little real experience at anything to do with adult life. Twenty years later I can look now [...]

Truly the benefits of having recently ripped my entire cd collection is beginning to show itself like the bare legs of women on the first warm days of spring. I decided that tonight I would do some work overhauling my weblogs (as once again I’ve decided that writing IS important to me, and I really [...]

So I’m back again after a period of absence. I guess you could call it self imposed; I just let myself drop out when stuff to do with work started piling up and drowning me. Funny thing is, I’ve seen this cycle before, and so know where it leads. Not that it makes much [...]

I remember it all; the party, the people, and all the gear on the tables around the flat. No alcohol stupor for me, nor the missing time effect that so many others would face when they woke up on the morning after. It was a hardcore crowd though, make no mistake, not satisified with chit [...]

I've built an office in my flat in what should be the small dining room, but since I am not the kind of person that throws chic dinner parties - my tastes for entertanment have always been much more exotic bohemian - it's always been my internet computer room. A chick friend took me to Ikea a [...]

I didn’t expect it would come so quick, the day when I would be leaving my job for another place. I’ve been there for over two and a half years, it’s the longest amount of time I’ve ever been with any one single employer, and I thought I would stay there for a while longer [...]

I've been here before; sitting at the start of the circle, or is it the end; trying to work out if it was the start of something new, or the end of something old. Is and end a new beginning; or is a beginning an end? Yes it is, no it's not; who the fuck [...]

In so many ways our lives are governed by the same forces that binds the universe together at its most basic level. Forces of attraction hold together subatomic particles that make up the substance of the physical world; of reality. Electrons spin around protons, held together by invisible bonds, which makes it very difficult for them to break [...]

Isn’t it funny how it’s the little things that always serve to remind us what matters most in our lives. I suppose that’s because the little things are always more subtle than big events in our lives, which have a tendency to overwhelm us and make us more disoriented at the time, rather than impart [...]

Finally I’ve arrived at a point I have been trying to get to for what feels like ages; it’s time to get fucking serious; time to get out of this goddamned maudlin state I’ve been in for weeks on end and do something constructive! I have been reading back over my past few blogs and [...]